Thursday, September 14, 2006
my goodness. IF YOU CANNOT READ!! THEN I'M OH-SO-SORRY. apparently i've already said on my blog SO BIG-LY that i've change e-mail address because i lost my password. so why you kept asking me to read the e-mail you sent to my old account, I DONT KNOW. most probably you think that i've lying. fuck it la. think whatever you want to. i fuck care. i've already said, i'm a disappointment. so no point hoping anything from me also. so you can stop messaging me and kept telling me that your disappointed or whatever because i didnt reply your e-mail. whatever la
this whole damn thing is driving me nuts. i dont get it, like. cant you just leave me alone?? isnt it obvious enough that i dont want to have anything to do with church anymore?? if you think by looking me up and talk to me will change my mind, i'm sorry but i have to tell you the truth and it is that it wont help. so the best thing is to leave each other alone. but if you want to continue getting hurt and shock or whaterv fuck. it's your business then. i cant to botherd. and yes, you've lost me as a friend. now that you know, you can stop thinking about it already. to think about it. we aint really that close exactly, so you dont have to be so upset.
some people just love to act like they know someone so well. i mean, if you dont then just let it be the way it is. knowing something more than some people do doesnt mean you know ALOT.
gosh, everything is so FUCK-ed up.
only you can make me smile =))
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